04-23-2022, 03:03 AM
Pamphlet time. You’ve got one section left that you haven’t touched at all- Techniques, and then the Anatomy section that you skimmed. You still feel a bit nervous about the latter, but the former…
You get another weird warm feeling at the thought of figuring this out.
You open up the pamphlet, and flick over to the Techniques section.
Uhh…let’s see…okay, talking about generalized toy anatomy. No toy comes with any kind of genitalia, but it’s not uncommon for bodies to have sensitivity of some sort, especially in certain areas…where that is and how much varies based on the toy in particular. You close your eyes for a moment and consider for a second whether what you’re about to do is stupid or not.
You pat your cheek, and pause, waiting to see if anything happens. Nothing. You just…patted your face.
You try your wings next, patting them down. Nothing.
Getting a little nervous now- what if I can’t feel anything?- you try your legs, and get something- but it’s not much. Just a weird nice feeling when your hands linger a bit.
You glance over at one of the diagrams and your nerves heighten again, trying the most common areas next.
Chest? Yeah, a little.
Hips and abdomen? There’s something there.
Tail…
…you’re going to have to make extra note of the tail.
Okay, okay, back to the pamphlet.
Apparently what you just did is actually recommended- you could have really used that factoid before you felt silly over it. People can apparently do this kind of stuff by themselves, the whole…touching thing. Sounds like something to experiment with, but you’re still a little self conscious about even preliminary poking at yourself.
The next paragraph talks about stuff with a partner, and ohh god, there are diagrams. You try to take in as much of it as you can- a lot of the words are foreign to you, but you think you get the gist. It’s all about finding what makes a partner feel good, whether physically or mentally, whether they have modded genitals or just their original body, etc. You think that even with your inexperience and a lot of this stuff flying over your head…you could probably figure that part out in the moment. It’s just listening to people and talking things over, right?
The next section mentions that touching isn’t even inherently necessary to have a good time with it. You could just…talk, or write, or text on a phone or computer, and potentially even get sensation from that. Weird, but kind of cool.
…you should probably get a phone at some point.
The last little bit talks about consent and safewords again, and makes sure to emphasize that if something doesn’t feel right- say something, even if it seems innocuous.
Huh. This stuff isn’t so bad.
I…could probably do this?
I’d want to go slow, and figure stuff out, because I don’t really know much about what I like yet, but…
Yeah. Maybe this is okay.
You dare to turn back to the Anatomy section before your nerves get you- and now, it’s a lot less scary. You actually know what a lot of stuff does now, and while none of it really interests you now (and god knows you don’t have the money for any of it), it’s still kinda interesting to look through.
Plus, some of the designs are pretty cool.
You set the pamphlet down, looking over at the clock. 2 AM.
Time for bed.
You drift off to sleep, curled up in your blankets with a genuine smile on your face. It was a wild second day, but…
You’re getting the hang of things already.
What do you dream?
You get another weird warm feeling at the thought of figuring this out.
You open up the pamphlet, and flick over to the Techniques section.
Uhh…let’s see…okay, talking about generalized toy anatomy. No toy comes with any kind of genitalia, but it’s not uncommon for bodies to have sensitivity of some sort, especially in certain areas…where that is and how much varies based on the toy in particular. You close your eyes for a moment and consider for a second whether what you’re about to do is stupid or not.
You pat your cheek, and pause, waiting to see if anything happens. Nothing. You just…patted your face.
You try your wings next, patting them down. Nothing.
Getting a little nervous now- what if I can’t feel anything?- you try your legs, and get something- but it’s not much. Just a weird nice feeling when your hands linger a bit.
You glance over at one of the diagrams and your nerves heighten again, trying the most common areas next.
Chest? Yeah, a little.
Hips and abdomen? There’s something there.
Tail…
…you’re going to have to make extra note of the tail.
Okay, okay, back to the pamphlet.
Apparently what you just did is actually recommended- you could have really used that factoid before you felt silly over it. People can apparently do this kind of stuff by themselves, the whole…touching thing. Sounds like something to experiment with, but you’re still a little self conscious about even preliminary poking at yourself.
The next paragraph talks about stuff with a partner, and ohh god, there are diagrams. You try to take in as much of it as you can- a lot of the words are foreign to you, but you think you get the gist. It’s all about finding what makes a partner feel good, whether physically or mentally, whether they have modded genitals or just their original body, etc. You think that even with your inexperience and a lot of this stuff flying over your head…you could probably figure that part out in the moment. It’s just listening to people and talking things over, right?
The next section mentions that touching isn’t even inherently necessary to have a good time with it. You could just…talk, or write, or text on a phone or computer, and potentially even get sensation from that. Weird, but kind of cool.
…you should probably get a phone at some point.
The last little bit talks about consent and safewords again, and makes sure to emphasize that if something doesn’t feel right- say something, even if it seems innocuous.
Huh. This stuff isn’t so bad.
I…could probably do this?
I’d want to go slow, and figure stuff out, because I don’t really know much about what I like yet, but…
Yeah. Maybe this is okay.
You dare to turn back to the Anatomy section before your nerves get you- and now, it’s a lot less scary. You actually know what a lot of stuff does now, and while none of it really interests you now (and god knows you don’t have the money for any of it), it’s still kinda interesting to look through.
Plus, some of the designs are pretty cool.
You set the pamphlet down, looking over at the clock. 2 AM.
Time for bed.
You drift off to sleep, curled up in your blankets with a genuine smile on your face. It was a wild second day, but…
You’re getting the hang of things already.
What do you dream?