[TOY] Plaything

[knux400]

It seems like it's just... hard on itself. Like, really hard on itself. I don't mean just in training, but in general. It blames itself for a lot of things it shouldn't, and it seems to have this perception that when things go wrong, it's its fault. Even if it's just bad circumstances or complete happenstance.

It seems like it wants to be better, and I'm not sure what "better" means, exactly, but it's burning itself out trying to get there. I think that's why it gets so nervous sometimes, it's just afraid of screwing up again, or not being what it's supposed to be.

...I don't have any idea what to do about it, though. It seems like talking to it just stresses it out more, or makes it think it's done something wrong, but I also feel like we shouldn't talk about it behind its back too much, either. Maybe there's a way to approach it that would make things a bit easier? I don't know. I'm not sure if this is even a thing we can work out, like, immediately. Or even soon. But... I feel like it's something we should at least talk about? Maybe talk to Laurie about it, too?

*vague shrugging gesture*

I just want everyone to be safe out there, Roulette included.

EDIT: shit yeah slow down and include tim/devo too, i cant read lol