[TOY] Plaything

[skinstealer]

[Silk Ribbon]: yeah, ive got time
[Silk Ribbon]: just got out of the shower
[♥ Cross ♥]: ooh, cute
[♥ Cross ♥]: wish i was there to see~
[♥ Cross ♥]: (after you towel off)
[Silk Ribbon]: hehe…
 

You can’t help but smile at that- Cross always knows how to cheer you up.[/font][/font]

 
[♥ Cross ♥]: about the dream, though…
[♥ Cross ♥]: i became a monster again.
[♥ Cross ♥]: but this time, i heard a voice-
[♥ Cross ♥]: they were…teasing me, kind of?
[♥ Cross ♥]: but not in a bad way. they told me that this was a /blessing/, not a curse-
[♥ Cross ♥]: and that it draws out the true version of a person…
[♥ Cross ♥]: up until now…i’ve been thinking that’s what my ghost self is, because i can’t really come to terms with my shell under most circumstances
[♥ Cross ♥]: i can dress it up, i can refresh my paint, but it still feels off to me, especially exposing it…
[♥ Cross ♥]: but as they changed me, i realized-
[♥ Cross ♥]: it’s a mix of both of my bodies, in a way that feels /right/
[♥ Cross ♥]: i felt love
[♥ Cross ♥]: different from what we have, not any better or worse, but
[♥ Cross ♥]: self love, for the first time
[♥ Cross ♥]: like i actually /wanted/ to be seen, even though i was huge, and scary
[♥ Cross ♥]: it was like nothing else ive ever felt
[♥ Cross ♥]: i don’t know, just
[♥ Cross ♥]: am i crazy for wanting that?
[♥ Cross ♥]: for wanting to see if it’s real?