Travel Diary- Undertow

[skinstealer]

??-??-316, Carrion, Consumption

I’ve moved on to Carrion, a small city in Marrow, just north of the border between Viscera and Munch. Kind of a hard place to describe location-wise, but I should be able to find it on a map easily enough later. 
 

 

It was here that I made horrible, horrible mistakes. I honestly hate writing about them, and I considered not doing so, but it’s honestly even more important that I write about fuck-ups like this so that I know never to repeat them, because frankly, I’m pretty sure I’ve done things like this before and knew better than to do this shit again. 

When I arrived in Carrion, I was approached by a ruffneck woman offering some manner of red, powdered drug- she said that it would give me a high unlike any other, and that it was some kind of specialty of the city. She said she could tell that I wasn’t from here and that she would even discount it for me, and like some kind of fool, I accepted her offer but took the drugs in the comfort of my motel room in the middle of the day while businesses were still open, people were around, and there were things to do.
 

 
My disguise slipped, and I spent the entire day and evening in my full, high god form. Like an absolute idiot. Not only this, but I have a horrible headache that has not stopped for two days since, and have been procrastinating on writing this entry out of sheer embarrassment for my actions.

It’s important that I get it down that I fucked up this bad, but I don’t even want to go into what I actually did. It’s not important, just know for later that it was ridiculous, I have phone numbers that I’m never going to call even if I do get a cell phone someday, a handful of people probably know that I exist as a high god now, and I have far less money than I started out with. 

I feel like this must have been a rule back when I travelled before this, but I am making it a rule again to never go this far under the influence again. If I partake in drugs again, I am getting multiple unbiased opinions on how high or low they will get me before actually doing anything- and I’m definitely not doing them in a place that could reveal my status as a god. 

Now I need to figure out how to get more money, before I end up screwing myself over. Further entries will be far more detailed, I’m promising myself this, but I can’t bear to get down the shenanigans I got up to on this shit. 

Fuck.