Dopple Effect Entry 006
"So um.... the examination did not go great. It started out fine! I passed the cognitive part, I didn't set off any red flags but... when it came to testing out how I integrate back into public settings I um... I didn't do so great. That's on me really, there's nothing hard about half the things they wanted me to do. Anyone can walk up and order food, or ask for directions... why is it so hard though? Why doesn't my head work? There's nothing scary, nothing hard about it and yet everytime I start choking up and I wanna cry and..."
Their voice released each word with a strangling discord and a cracking strain.
"How am I supposed to work with the biggest in town if I can't handle a public setting like a normal person? How am I supposed to do that Fizz?"
Diane pauses to cool off.
"I'm sorry... I'm probably stressing you out yelling about this but... we're here for a little longer. Mori says it's for the best, outside there's some backlash against folks who see scraps of people and ghosts and spirits and all that and uh... the tension is apparently pretty bad. It'd be safer here according to them but they do hope things get better soon... um.... I got your letter. It's a little confusing. Lemme read it.
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The light , there's someone else here ! Someone else from somewhere far away ! We gotta go on a trip, a long one . This shell is tiny and burning with all of us in it . You're gonna see the moon, I don't want you to go there I need you here. I miss you . I'm sorry for the time I ate your leftovers. We gotta go though, we gotta go on a trip . There's a big eclipse coming there's someone else here . Tired . There's someone else here . Thank you .
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Um..... are you okay? I don't know what any of that means but if you could please explain I'd like that. As best you can? I know it's hard right now since you're kind of a dismembered soul in a camera but... please? Who else is there? Are you picking up a weird signal? I mean... maybe it's just a bunch of manic thoughts which I can get that, I got no idea how the typewriter collects things. I don't wanna burn you out too hard so I guess I'll um... cut the feed in a sec to let you rest if you're tired though. You take care okay? Thank you for being my friend, we'll put you back together soon alright? Love you. I really do."
They do their best to smile at "Fizz", even if they have all reason not to right now.
"So um.... the examination did not go great. It started out fine! I passed the cognitive part, I didn't set off any red flags but... when it came to testing out how I integrate back into public settings I um... I didn't do so great. That's on me really, there's nothing hard about half the things they wanted me to do. Anyone can walk up and order food, or ask for directions... why is it so hard though? Why doesn't my head work? There's nothing scary, nothing hard about it and yet everytime I start choking up and I wanna cry and..."
Their voice released each word with a strangling discord and a cracking strain.
"How am I supposed to work with the biggest in town if I can't handle a public setting like a normal person? How am I supposed to do that Fizz?"
Diane pauses to cool off.
"I'm sorry... I'm probably stressing you out yelling about this but... we're here for a little longer. Mori says it's for the best, outside there's some backlash against folks who see scraps of people and ghosts and spirits and all that and uh... the tension is apparently pretty bad. It'd be safer here according to them but they do hope things get better soon... um.... I got your letter. It's a little confusing. Lemme read it.
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The light , there's someone else here ! Someone else from somewhere far away ! We gotta go on a trip, a long one . This shell is tiny and burning with all of us in it . You're gonna see the moon, I don't want you to go there I need you here. I miss you . I'm sorry for the time I ate your leftovers. We gotta go though, we gotta go on a trip . There's a big eclipse coming there's someone else here . Tired . There's someone else here . Thank you .
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Um..... are you okay? I don't know what any of that means but if you could please explain I'd like that. As best you can? I know it's hard right now since you're kind of a dismembered soul in a camera but... please? Who else is there? Are you picking up a weird signal? I mean... maybe it's just a bunch of manic thoughts which I can get that, I got no idea how the typewriter collects things. I don't wanna burn you out too hard so I guess I'll um... cut the feed in a sec to let you rest if you're tired though. You take care okay? Thank you for being my friend, we'll put you back together soon alright? Love you. I really do."
They do their best to smile at "Fizz", even if they have all reason not to right now.