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05-27-2024, 01:06 AM
first batch, feel free to leave more im gonna plug away at thesee in chunks of 5
What's something or someone they thought they'd never live without, that now they are?
DERRY- even with the peril and stakes of its situation, it really started to think that bucket would be there no matter what. even like, 25 years later and with very limited contact, it's still fucked up about it. it often misses fronting time during the periods where they're around, which worsens the feelings like hell.
REIN- rein had spent a long time thinking over the whole demon thing. it's never really done this before bucket. the idea of one of its plans, let alone one this crucial, failing...
unthinkable to it, and it does not accept failure.
SYNNA- synna doesn't have a cut and dry answer to this- although you could argue that her decaying relationship with maes would fall under this, that's not really something she considers a lost cause- more something that she has no idea how to approach, but wants to. i think a different answer would be that her hyperfixations on media as a coping mechanism...don't always work the way they used to, as she gets older. and that scares the shit out of her.
BAZIL- similar to derry, but part of him "always knew that this shit isn't going to last." the main thing that keeps him holding on to his relationship with bucket is the fact that he's able to see them either in dreams or in person every few months- but with that being so infrequent over the course of twenty five fucking years, he finds himself wondering if there will ever be a time where he can settle down with them and put all of this to rest, or if either of them are going to die first.
"DOCTOR"- it's still adjusting to its own wants and needs as a person, and doesn't have much attachment to things it could consider its history. even so, it does have some mental hangups over the fact that it is seen as less emotional at times as its counterpart, especially if it's framed as something newly wrong with it.
Are they afraid of death?
"DOCTOR"- yes, sort of. death is a terrifying prospect to it but in the sense of something that it must prevent at all costs, vs running from it. its code name says plenty- it sees itself as a cure, even if that's not always safe for it, and even for preventing both itself and the people around it from getting hurt or dying.
MAES- yes, very much so, especially with their artificially shortened lifespan and history of being absolutely surrounded by it during their upbringing. they never want what happened during devil's advocacy to ever happen again, to anyone. never again.
"JAR"- ...this is a really hard one to answer for him. yes? yeah. but also he doesn't take care of himself as much as he could and is way too reckless, asserting that he's strong enough to take anything a normal mortal person could throw at him, so getting into trouble is no big deal. not-so-secretly kept up at night by his own fears, though.
SYNNA- terrified. it's something she avoids thinking about at all costs- avoidance is her go to with triggers in general, but it's especially bad with death. she will only ever address it as a work concern and that's it.
Where do they go when they want to be alone?
"DOCTOR"- not really an option for it. like, ever. existing in a state of alone is not really something this guy can do. not even a little bit. it is either in a sort of "off" dormant state or...in its current situation as a copilot.
ANYA- anya had an office connected to her apartment, and would spend time there with the triplets locked in their room. any interruptions would be punished. it's hard to say whether she did any sort of recreation in this time- the closest maes was able to observe was her reading, though the books were always unmarked and tucked away in locked drawers when not in use.
"JAR"- the roof of his family's house. he's come out to watch the stars ever since first moving here, to the point of having a solid pile of books on watching the skies. probably really likes all those cosmic dust clouds that piss off any astronomers.
SYNNA- she just locks up her office and spends time in there. it's well known that she sleeps in there more than her own apartment, which remains pretty unused.
BAZIL- not really a lot of places to do this IRL. prefers his room in headspace when possible, a small basement area underneath a cage fighting ring. does not let people into this aside from Bucket and ESPECIALLY doesn't like people touching his stuff.
Ice cream flavor they'd pick in an icecream shop (more basic flavors)
SYNNA- strawberry, though preferably without any actual fruit pieces. doesn't like the texture.
BAZIL- mint chocolate chip. hits derry with brain punches when it asks why it's not a cooler flavor.
"DOCTOR"- would insist on getting its host's favorite flavor, much to their chagrin.
"PATCHES"- changes drastically based on the day, or even the hour, depending on what fragments are more active. such is life.
COLLECTIVE- also differs drastically, depends on who's fronting. they have a couple they can agree on as safe options though, i imagine.
Icecream flavor they'd pick in a store (funny flavors or basics)
SYNNA- probably something absolutely gimmicky and disgusting. everyone looks on in horror. synna feels very triumphant and tells no one that it made her horribly sick later because that would be LOSING
REIN- i think rein would be deeply upset if it even found store-bought ice cream in its freezer from someone else (bucket). if it's not presented to them on a silver platter then Whats The Fucking Point. this is peasant shit. NO grocery store ice cream.
"JAR"- still keeps to stuff like chocolate, but would probably spring for stuff with brownies in it or some shit and then eat the entire tub without breaking a sweat because his metabolism is like that.
BAZIL- probably still mint chocolate chip, but more of it. continues to not take any shit about his flavor choice.
DERRY- everyone expects it to pick birthday cake or something but it really just likes fudge swirl.
What's something or someone they thought they'd never live without, that now they are?
DERRY- even with the peril and stakes of its situation, it really started to think that bucket would be there no matter what. even like, 25 years later and with very limited contact, it's still fucked up about it. it often misses fronting time during the periods where they're around, which worsens the feelings like hell.
REIN- rein had spent a long time thinking over the whole demon thing. it's never really done this before bucket. the idea of one of its plans, let alone one this crucial, failing...
unthinkable to it, and it does not accept failure.
SYNNA- synna doesn't have a cut and dry answer to this- although you could argue that her decaying relationship with maes would fall under this, that's not really something she considers a lost cause- more something that she has no idea how to approach, but wants to. i think a different answer would be that her hyperfixations on media as a coping mechanism...don't always work the way they used to, as she gets older. and that scares the shit out of her.
BAZIL- similar to derry, but part of him "always knew that this shit isn't going to last." the main thing that keeps him holding on to his relationship with bucket is the fact that he's able to see them either in dreams or in person every few months- but with that being so infrequent over the course of twenty five fucking years, he finds himself wondering if there will ever be a time where he can settle down with them and put all of this to rest, or if either of them are going to die first.
"DOCTOR"- it's still adjusting to its own wants and needs as a person, and doesn't have much attachment to things it could consider its history. even so, it does have some mental hangups over the fact that it is seen as less emotional at times as its counterpart, especially if it's framed as something newly wrong with it.
Are they afraid of death?
"DOCTOR"- yes, sort of. death is a terrifying prospect to it but in the sense of something that it must prevent at all costs, vs running from it. its code name says plenty- it sees itself as a cure, even if that's not always safe for it, and even for preventing both itself and the people around it from getting hurt or dying.
suicide + gore + severe abuse cw:
MAES- yes, very much so, especially with their artificially shortened lifespan and history of being absolutely surrounded by it during their upbringing. they never want what happened during devil's advocacy to ever happen again, to anyone. never again.
"JAR"- ...this is a really hard one to answer for him. yes? yeah. but also he doesn't take care of himself as much as he could and is way too reckless, asserting that he's strong enough to take anything a normal mortal person could throw at him, so getting into trouble is no big deal. not-so-secretly kept up at night by his own fears, though.
SYNNA- terrified. it's something she avoids thinking about at all costs- avoidance is her go to with triggers in general, but it's especially bad with death. she will only ever address it as a work concern and that's it.
Where do they go when they want to be alone?
"DOCTOR"- not really an option for it. like, ever. existing in a state of alone is not really something this guy can do. not even a little bit. it is either in a sort of "off" dormant state or...in its current situation as a copilot.
ANYA- anya had an office connected to her apartment, and would spend time there with the triplets locked in their room. any interruptions would be punished. it's hard to say whether she did any sort of recreation in this time- the closest maes was able to observe was her reading, though the books were always unmarked and tucked away in locked drawers when not in use.
"JAR"- the roof of his family's house. he's come out to watch the stars ever since first moving here, to the point of having a solid pile of books on watching the skies. probably really likes all those cosmic dust clouds that piss off any astronomers.
SYNNA- she just locks up her office and spends time in there. it's well known that she sleeps in there more than her own apartment, which remains pretty unused.
BAZIL- not really a lot of places to do this IRL. prefers his room in headspace when possible, a small basement area underneath a cage fighting ring. does not let people into this aside from Bucket and ESPECIALLY doesn't like people touching his stuff.
Ice cream flavor they'd pick in an icecream shop (more basic flavors)
SYNNA- strawberry, though preferably without any actual fruit pieces. doesn't like the texture.
BAZIL- mint chocolate chip. hits derry with brain punches when it asks why it's not a cooler flavor.
"DOCTOR"- would insist on getting its host's favorite flavor, much to their chagrin.
"PATCHES"- changes drastically based on the day, or even the hour, depending on what fragments are more active. such is life.
COLLECTIVE- also differs drastically, depends on who's fronting. they have a couple they can agree on as safe options though, i imagine.
Icecream flavor they'd pick in a store (funny flavors or basics)
SYNNA- probably something absolutely gimmicky and disgusting. everyone looks on in horror. synna feels very triumphant and tells no one that it made her horribly sick later because that would be LOSING
REIN- i think rein would be deeply upset if it even found store-bought ice cream in its freezer from someone else (bucket). if it's not presented to them on a silver platter then Whats The Fucking Point. this is peasant shit. NO grocery store ice cream.
"JAR"- still keeps to stuff like chocolate, but would probably spring for stuff with brownies in it or some shit and then eat the entire tub without breaking a sweat because his metabolism is like that.
BAZIL- probably still mint chocolate chip, but more of it. continues to not take any shit about his flavor choice.
DERRY- everyone expects it to pick birthday cake or something but it really just likes fudge swirl.
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