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09-26-2023, 08:32 PM
[OUX_XX]:
When I looked for a ways to improve my software, FZ just came out, I decided to volunteer some rasters, you know, to give a new perception of my work. I had adopted plenty of them, like a whole community in my laptop.
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I took some tests and trainings every now and when just to see what would work or what not, taught them languages and codes.
[OUX_XX]:
But not really, like, engaging with them emotionally. No unnecessary small talk, no watching movies together.
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To my shame, even though I knew they were intelligent, I highly underestimated their wits of emotional creatures that time.
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Of course after a couple of weeks they felt neglected and it affected their behavior drastically, it couldn't be otherwise.
[OUX_XX]:
Not many people talk about it, because other people are not me and they spend their time with friends like normal people should.
[OUX_XX]:
When some of rasters' basic needs are not met.
[OUX_XX]:
Rasters can turned out to be troublemakers.
[OUX_XX]:
Mine figured out how to turn on computer and play ridiculous loud music. They always decided to do it in the middle of night when the whole town is resting, just to see my reaction.
[OUX_XX]:
They wanted to impress me, to get my attention, like I was a guardian/parent or something. Of course they were tired of running tests every day, they wanted to play with me.
[OUX_XX]:
But I turned a cold shoulder to them...
[OUX_XX]:
And it happened again. And again with each problem getting bigger and bigger. Sabotaging my work, instead of helping.
[OUX_XX]:
Until I got emotional. Angry. Sad. Tired.
[OUX_XX]:
They were so thrilled. They caught my attention, saw my real feelings. Finally.
[OUX_XX]:
I couldn't bring myself to uninstall game.
[OUX_XX]:
And don't get me wrong, I am far better with my friends now. I think we came to understanding? Some of them decided to wander off on new adventures, I don't blame them, but others decided to stay and help me in my projects.
[OUX_XX]:
Sorry for rambling. I think if rasters are truly not happy with you, they can just go away. But if they didn't, it means nothing is lost yet.
[OUX_XX]:
And I mean. Nothing is lost anyway! Rasters are people and all people are different! I don't believe you did to them something worser than me. Haha. Smiley emoji here.
[OUX_XX]:
Sorry. I am bad at this.
When I looked for a ways to improve my software, FZ just came out, I decided to volunteer some rasters, you know, to give a new perception of my work. I had adopted plenty of them, like a whole community in my laptop.
[OUX_XX]:
I took some tests and trainings every now and when just to see what would work or what not, taught them languages and codes.
[OUX_XX]:
But not really, like, engaging with them emotionally. No unnecessary small talk, no watching movies together.
[OUX_XX]:
To my shame, even though I knew they were intelligent, I highly underestimated their wits of emotional creatures that time.
[OUX_XX]:
Of course after a couple of weeks they felt neglected and it affected their behavior drastically, it couldn't be otherwise.
[OUX_XX]:
Not many people talk about it, because other people are not me and they spend their time with friends like normal people should.
[OUX_XX]:
When some of rasters' basic needs are not met.
[OUX_XX]:
Rasters can turned out to be troublemakers.
[OUX_XX]:
Mine figured out how to turn on computer and play ridiculous loud music. They always decided to do it in the middle of night when the whole town is resting, just to see my reaction.
[OUX_XX]:
They wanted to impress me, to get my attention, like I was a guardian/parent or something. Of course they were tired of running tests every day, they wanted to play with me.
[OUX_XX]:
But I turned a cold shoulder to them...
[OUX_XX]:
And it happened again. And again with each problem getting bigger and bigger. Sabotaging my work, instead of helping.
[OUX_XX]:
Until I got emotional. Angry. Sad. Tired.
[OUX_XX]:
They were so thrilled. They caught my attention, saw my real feelings. Finally.
[OUX_XX]:
I couldn't bring myself to uninstall game.
[OUX_XX]:
And don't get me wrong, I am far better with my friends now. I think we came to understanding? Some of them decided to wander off on new adventures, I don't blame them, but others decided to stay and help me in my projects.
[OUX_XX]:
Sorry for rambling. I think if rasters are truly not happy with you, they can just go away. But if they didn't, it means nothing is lost yet.
[OUX_XX]:
And I mean. Nothing is lost anyway! Rasters are people and all people are different! I don't believe you did to them something worser than me. Haha. Smiley emoji here.
[OUX_XX]:
Sorry. I am bad at this.