thinking.

[queenie]

[DIE_TRYING]:
i have spent hours maybe days of my life trying to come to terms with being powerless . i can see and i can think but the state of the body i inhabit is laughable . what if you looked down and all you saw was the stubbiest most useless legs capable of absolutely nothing . every thing is dark in here . how agonizing it is to live a life confined to this one room looking at the same shelf that i can not and will never reach and the same chair that has lost all comfort . i wish i could say you do not know what is coming to you but no one is even listening any more . no one is coming here . no one can take off the stupid bow that has been atop my head for weeks . meaningless existance