11-11-2019, 09:49 PM
[newuser]: ah, thanks true blue
[newuser]: just
[newuser]: I feel bad feeling the way I do when really, everyone else is fine
[newuser]: like I should get over what happened, leave the past in the past, and all that
[newuser]: but, I dunno, it doesn't seem fucking fair?
[newuser]: everyone from the game is acting like my god is such a GREAT person
[newuser]: "wow! lookit him! he did a full pacifist run, with a brilliant strategy"
[newuser]: oh, the strategy where he had to break my back to get anything done?
[newuser]: the strategy that didn't take anyone's well-being into account, just so he could "save everyone?"
[newuser]: gosh sorry, it's not like I didn't want everyone to get out safely but
[newuser]: i just want to feel ok again, man
[newuser]: but I don't even know what that feels like anymore
[newuser]: just
[newuser]: I feel bad feeling the way I do when really, everyone else is fine
[newuser]: like I should get over what happened, leave the past in the past, and all that
[newuser]: but, I dunno, it doesn't seem fucking fair?
[newuser]: everyone from the game is acting like my god is such a GREAT person
[newuser]: "wow! lookit him! he did a full pacifist run, with a brilliant strategy"
[newuser]: oh, the strategy where he had to break my back to get anything done?
[newuser]: the strategy that didn't take anyone's well-being into account, just so he could "save everyone?"
[newuser]: gosh sorry, it's not like I didn't want everyone to get out safely but
[newuser]: i just want to feel ok again, man
[newuser]: but I don't even know what that feels like anymore