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RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 08-29-2022

POLKA DOT: That sounds…really nice, honestly.
POLKA DOT: Glad you have that.
TIMOTHY: Thanks…
TIMOTHY: It’s…really helping.
POLKA DOT: I guess I kind of have that with Willow, but it’s…complicated.
TIMOTHY: Oh? What d’you mean?
POLKA DOT: She’s there for me, like, obviously she is.
POLKA DOT: But at the same time, I don’t really…want her to be.
POLKA DOT: It’s fucking weird and personal but I don’t know if I want her to know all the stuff I’ve seen.
TIMOTHY: I guess I can get that…
TIMOTHY: I’m still making heads and tails of what I went through in the Store, and I think having a sounding board helps me put the pieces together.
POLKA DOT: But…what if I don’t want to put the pieces together?
POLKA DOT: What if I just want to leave it all behind? Move on to my new life!
POLKA DOT: Just…focus on what’s here. What’s now.

Tim shakes his head.

TIMOTHY: I wish it was that easy.
TIMOTHY: The more I uncover about my own past, it’s…
TIMOTHY: I get scared.
TIMOTHY: I…

 
He looks at his paws.

TIMOTHY: I mean, I was working up to telling you anyway…
POLKA DOT: You don’t have to-
TIMOTHY: No, it’s important, I think.
TIMOTHY: I won’t be able to make my point as easily without it.
TIMOTHY: Basically, just…

 
He takes a moment to gather his thoughts.

TIMOTHY: When I was back in the store, I was traveling with another toy.
TIMOTHY: I can’t remember when we met- I think early on, but I can’t tell how early.
TIMOTHY: She was…strange.
POLKA DOT: Strange how?
TIMOTHY: Very affectionate, for one.
TIMOTHY: And she knew a lot more than me, about pretty much everything.
TIMOTHY: She’d tell me these stories about the world outside…
TIMOTHY: …those, I remember in my dreams, lately.
TIMOTHY: But she had this massive collar around her neck- big enough to weigh her down- and for some reason, even to me back then, it felt important.
TIMOTHY: …and then I looked into it.
POLKA DOT: Wait, so you found something about that?
TIMOTHY: Yeah, I was able to do some digging into urban legends surrounding the Store, and well…
TIMOTHY: People who come back to the Store after leaving get marked.
TIMOTHY: They’re not supposed to be there, so they’re given a weight to carry.
TIMOTHY: Normally, the longer you’re in there, the worse the feeling of needing to escape gets-
TIMOTHY: And for returning visitors, the weight gets heavier and heavier.
TIMOTHY: It’s…well, I don’t know if I’d believe it if I hadn’t seen her with my own eyes.
TIMOTHY: I don’t entirely know why she came back, but she was already pretty ragged by the time she found me, I think.
TIMOTHY: And when she found me, she latched onto me hard.
TIMOTHY: I was doted on and spoiled with all kinds of things, but…

 
He goes quiet for a moment.

TIMOTHY: It gets…more muddled, around the rest of it.
TIMOTHY: I remember being hurt, and shown things that felt wrong.
TIMOTHY: I didn’t feel like I had any control, and when I finally got away from her…
TIMOTHY: …
TIMOTHY: When I woke up in a pile of snow here, I was just…angry.
TIMOTHY: Angry at someone I couldn’t remember, at myself for reasons I didn’t know, just…
TIMOTHY: And then the fear hit, and I realized I was alone.
TIMOTHY: I found Laurie’s fast, thank god, and I tried to be around people as much as possible.
TIMOTHY: But I couldn’t shake this feeling that I wasn’t like the people I was around.
TIMOTHY: Not that I was like, “special” or anything, kind of the opposite…
TIMOTHY: …that somehow, I was the one with the weight around my neck. Like I was marked.
TIMOTHY: That someone would find out that I was just, actually sick and messed up, even if whatever happened was behind me.
TIMOTHY: I thought, maybe I can move past this entirely. Maybe I can just forget, and fake it til I make it.
TIMOTHY: But…
TIMOTHY: It doesn’t go away.
TIMOTHY: It’s gotten better only because I’ve been reaching out and getting help, and not, just…stifling it.
TIMOTHY: You can’t erase the Store, or anything else.
TIMOTHY: Trying to do that…you’ll never get through it.
TIMOTHY: Even if looking at my past is scary, and freaks me the fuck out, and makes me worry just how deep it goes…
TIMOTHY: I wouldn’t be where I am now without at least trying to understand it.
TIMOTHY: That’s my thoughts, anyway.



RE: [TOY] Plaything - King-Clod - 08-29-2022

...right. you're probably right. thank you for sharing, really, you didn't have to...

I just...hhh

I will face it. Talk through it, and all that. I know I'll have to. It'll probably come up at the worst possible time, and I should really be proactive about it, but...

I don't think I'm ready yet.

I won't just pretend it doesn't exist, I just. I just can't bear to face it yet I think.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 08-31-2022

POLKA DOT: …you’re right. I know, just-
POLKA DOT: You’re right, and I really appreciate you sharing.
POLKA DOT: I just…
POLKA DOT: I don’t know if I’m ready.
POLKA DOT: I want to face it, and talk through it, and I know it’ll probably come up at the worst possible time if I don’t do something about it-
POLKA DOT: But I-
POLKA DOT: I can’t…do it. I can’t face it yet.
POLKA DOT: I’m not gonna pretend it doesn’t exist, but I’m not ready.

 
There’s quiet for a moment before Tim reaches out and pats you on the shoulder.

TIMOTHY: It’s…okay if it takes time, I think.
TIMOTHY: Just as long as you never lose sight of it.
TIMOTHY: And I’ll be here for you the whole time!

 
You manage a genuine smile, and Tim returns it with his eyes.

TIMOTHY: You don’t have to go into things before you’re ready.
TIMOTHY: Just, know that you’re surrounded with people who are here to help.
TIMOTHY: And, well…
TIMOTHY: Think of it this way, I guess.
TIMOTHY: When something bad happens, something genuinely fucked up that’s hard to talk about…
TIMOTHY: Chances are, it’s also happened to someone else.
TIMOTHY: Maybe not in the same exact way. Maybe there’s just similar feelings…
TIMOTHY: But talking to Devo about that feeling of being hurt, of being loomed over by someone stronger and more knowledgeable than me, of feeling…
TIMOTHY: Well, at someone’s mercy.
TIMOTHY: …It taught me that talking about this kind of thing can help other people feel less alone too.
TIMOTHY: And it helps us stick together and keep it from happening again.
TIMOTHY: If we’re going to be an adventuring party…
TIMOTHY: We should probably try to get that kind of trust going.
TIMOTHY: Not! That you should go and ask Devo and Roulette all sorts of personal information right off the getgo!
TIMOTHY: But we’re probably going to see some shit that we can’t unsee out there in the wilds.
TIMOTHY: Devo’s been out a few times, and while he never went too far, he still ran into…weird…things, out there. Had a hard time describing them to me.
TIMOTHY: And with that, we’re going to have to do things we may not want to.
TIMOTHY: Being able to support each other despite that….that’s the ticket, I think.
TIMOTHY: Are you up for that, at least?



RE: [TOY] Plaything - King-Clod - 08-31-2022

Yeah. Yeah, I'll do my best. Whatever that ends up looking like. But I've...
I've got your back too.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 08-31-2022

POLKA DOT: Yeah.
POLKA DOT: Yeah, I’ll try to do my best there, whatever that ends up looking like…
POLKA DOT: I’ve…got your back too.
TIMOTHY: Glad to hear it…
TIMOTHY: Is there anything I should worry about with this journey in particular?
TIMOTHY: Both…in regards to your past stuff, and the kind of things we’ll be dealing with.
TIMOTHY: I know you mentioned, uh, curses?
TIMOTHY: It’d probably be a good idea to know what I’m getting into…



RE: [TOY] Plaything - Ignispark - 08-31-2022

Oh yeah, definitely should bring up the example curses that were mentioned by Wanderer.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 09-01-2022

POLKA DOT: I talked to some old lady who travels through here, and she told me a bit about the kind of curses we could run into.
POLKA DOT: There’s, like…
POLKA DOT: The curse that Willow wants, which turns you into some kind of monster.
TIMOTHY: …she wants that?
POLKA DOT: Yeah, and…badly.
POLKA DOT: It feels super important to her, and neither of us really know why, but she’s insistent on going.
TIMOTHY: Kind of sounds like it’d hurt.
POLKA DOT: Yeah, and from what I’ve seen in the dreams I’ve been having, it looks like it will.
POLKA DOT: But….she says she’s willing to endure it.
TIMOTHY: Huh…
TIMOTHY: I mean…
TIMOTHY: I guess I can understand that, sort of.
TIMOTHY: Sometimes you have to do weird things to feel more comfortable with yourself, or something like that.
TIMOTHY: If this is what she wants, and she’s sure of it, I’m willing to support her there.
POLKA DOT: That’s about where I’m at, too.
TIMOTHY: What else are we dealing with?
POLKA DOT: There’s this curse that makes you itch all over-
TIMOTHY: Eurgh.
POLKA DOT: And one that turns you inside out-
TIMOTHY: Eurgh.
POLKA DOT: And god knows what else.
TIMOTHY: Looks like we’ve got our work cut out for us…
TIMOTHY: But!
TIMOTHY: For a friend, I’m willing to endure it! Just like how Willow’s going to endure the pain of the curse!
TIMOTHY: …just hope there’s not too much fallout as a result.
POLKA DOT: Whatcha mean?
TIMOTHY: Just…the more people we have, the more chance of others getting hurt.
TIMOTHY: With Devo, I’m pretty sure he’ll come if I ask.
TIMOTHY: Roulette’s going to need some convincing.
TIMOTHY: I’ve only really talked with it once, at a lunch Devo set up, and it…
TIMOTHY: Doesn’t…seem to be someone who likes to take risks.
TIMOTHY: You’re going to need to have a pretty solid argument for getting it to come.
TIMOTHY: But…I believe in you! You’re really good at making friends!
POLKA DOT: …I am?
TIMOTHY: I mean, you have me and Willow, right?
TIMOTHY: I’m sure that if we all get together and make things work as a team, we’ll be a great adventuring party!
TIMOTHY: And when you get back, you can give Vine a big hug and get right back to work.

 
Tim’s positivity is infectious…and you can’t help but feel a little better.

TIMOTHY: Tomorrow, we’ll hit up that party and really get things going.
POLKA DOT: If you say so.
TIMOTHY: That’s the spirit!

 
As the two of you move to other topics of conversation, you start to relax…

Tim’s right.

You’re going to be okay.
















That night, you dream again.

What do you see?



RE: [TOY] Plaything - Ignispark - 09-01-2022

...probably monsters, metaphorical or otherwise.

between the literal, upcoming events and the hypothetical monsters therein and whatever happened in the past there's plenty of monsters to dream about.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - King-Clod - 09-02-2022

We find ourself in a bright, blistering heat. It takes a few moments for our eyes to adjust.

We're on a chessboard, of sorts. Or what our mind recognizes as a chessboard. It's comprised of all different shades of blue, and it stretches on for what looks to be miles. We aren't alone here, but we're not with faces we recognize. We're surrounded by strangers that look as bewildered as we do.

Across from us lies the opposing team. Pieces that look exactly like us, but all twisted and unrecognizable.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - MarxzVulpez - 09-02-2022

Seated at a fancy dinner table, that stretches to our left and to our right until it's no longer visible. Are you here waiting for something? is there food there or not? who knows but The table is indeed immaculately set for as many people as the table could theoretically hold, and in fact you aren't seated here alone: you recognize a few people. Perhaps Willow, perhaps Tim and Devo perhaps others that you know from Laurie's, but also perhaps some...other faces from your past and perhaps even as you look closer Lack of Faces. In fact, several of these characters seem to be not quite... living or maybe intact is a better word....


RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 09-02-2022

At first, you hear nothing.

You open your eyes slowly, met with only a slightly shimmering black wall.

You reach your hand out-

Only for a familiar paw to latch onto your wing-arm, desperately clutching on.

TIMOTHY: Don’t-
POLKA DOT: Don’t what-?

 
Tim shakes his head, his pupils pinpricks.

You realize you do hear something, now-

A whimsical hum, just slightly off key.

TIMOTHY: It’s hunting.
 
 There’s a laugh from the wall in front of you, and chills go down your back.

POLKA DOT: What…is it?
TIMOTHY: I d-don’t know, but-

 
Tar splatters against Tim’s leg, and he reels back- but he’s not fast enough. Something swoops around him, further splattering him, causing a pool to form around his feet and whispering horrible, sweet nothings.

The monster’s whispers are too distorted to make out, but you can hear the raw, utter panic in Tim’s voice as he strains against the tar-

The tar swallows him up, and nothing you scream makes him resurface.

Devo’s on your other side, frozen in fear-

His hand soaked in tar, eyes wide as the voices swirl over to him now, speaking in a low, unintelligible hum.

You think you hear him crying before it takes him as well, dragging him into the unseen depths.

You take a step back, your legs shaking-

A scream nearly escapes you as you feel something at your back-

Only for it to be Cross, her arms wrapping you in a bear hug.

CROSSBONE: I got you, I got you, it can’t get you if you don’t-
POLKA DOT: I-it got Tim, and Devo, and-
CROSSBONE: It’ll be f-

 
Drips of tar hit your head, and then Cross’.

Your eyes travel upward.

Your gaze meets the beast’s, looming over you as black sludge drips from an unseen mouth.

You hear the sound of a key being wound.

Cross hears a steady, beeping death knell.

It has you both now.






 
You wake up clenching the edge of your blanket, caught in a death grip.

POLKA DOT: Fuck…
 
Your phone says you’ve got a few hours before work.

Time to wake up and face the day.



RE: [TOY] Plaything - King-Clod - 09-02-2022

We can't go on this trip. We can't, we just. We can't. But Cross needs to. But if that dream is *anything* to go off of, it'll kill us. Dreams here are often prophetic, right? Even if that particular dream is solely from our own head, we can't just ignore that possibility.

What can we do?

Can we get enough gear to save ourselves? Or would that not be enough?

Or, or... if we bring another person with us besides Cross and Tim and Devo, could we be safe then? Someone strong? Someone who's fought monsters?

Or...fuck, fuck I don't know. We're screwed.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - knux400 - 09-02-2022

Take a few moments and just breathe. Do something to ground ourselves. Dream's over, everything's fine, we can relax for a bit before work. We could take a warm shower and still have plenty of time to take things slow.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - Ignispark - 09-02-2022

...would it be weird to plan how to murder a goop monster that might not exist? i think it's definitely something that should be considered. maybe talk with it about the others. though, if i recall right, tar is flammable so...

...perhaps looking for a lighter is in order.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 09-03-2022

You rub your face against your wing, the panic setting in-

You can’t do this. You just-



The dream’s over.

You still have some time before work.

You take a moment to breathe, getting out of bed slowly and heading for the shower.

The water’s just warm enough, not hot enough to burn- perfect for thinking this through. No panic.

The dream could have been prophetic. That monster could be real, but it also might not actually exist, and you’d be worrying for nothing. Still…planning ahead for it would probably be a good idea. Even if that thing isn’t real, there’s probably shit just as bad.

…tar’s flammable, you think. Could probably get a lighter or something, see what Wanderer thinks about it…and talking with the rest of the group could be good, as well.

You linger a little bit and let the water wash over you, mulling over how you could kill a weird goop beast. The more you do, the more mixed your emotions get- on the one hand, you don’t want to have to fight that thing at all, but on the other…

You’re pretty sure you could, if you were smart about it. You hate remembering anything about the Store, but you know you had a history there, and Cindi’s been saying you’ve improved a lot…

Combat practice would probably be a good idea. There’s gotta be a place where you can get some in…

You walk out to your phone buzzing- looks like you’ve got a text.

[ Cross ]: you up?
[
Cross ]: i just had the /craziest/ dream!
[Silk Ribbon]: no kidding, me too.
[Silk Ribbon]: did yours involve horrible tar monsters?
[
Cross ]: huh, no
[
Cross ]: but it /did/ involve the trip!
[
Cross ]: i think i understand why i need to do this better, now
[
Cross ]: i know that its been a hard sell but
[
Cross ]: i think i get it now.
[
Cross ]: are you up for me going on a big ramble? you’ve got time before work, right?


RE: [TOY] Plaything - knux400 - 09-03-2022

Should still be plenty of time, we weren't in the shower that long. What's up?


RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 09-03-2022

[Silk Ribbon]: yeah, ive got time
[Silk Ribbon]: just got out of the shower
[♥ Cross ♥]: ooh, cute
[♥ Cross ♥]: wish i was there to see~
[♥ Cross ♥]: (after you towel off)
[Silk Ribbon]: hehe…
 

You can’t help but smile at that- Cross always knows how to cheer you up.[/font][/font]
 
[♥ Cross ♥]: about the dream, though…
[♥ Cross ♥]: i became a monster again.
[♥ Cross ♥]: but this time, i heard a voice-
[♥ Cross ♥]: they were…teasing me, kind of?
[♥ Cross ♥]: but not in a bad way. they told me that this was a /blessing/, not a curse-
[♥ Cross ♥]: and that it draws out the true version of a person…
[♥ Cross ♥]: up until now…i’ve been thinking that’s what my ghost self is, because i can’t really come to terms with my shell under most circumstances
[♥ Cross ♥]: i can dress it up, i can refresh my paint, but it still feels off to me, especially exposing it…
[♥ Cross ♥]: but as they changed me, i realized-
[♥ Cross ♥]: it’s a mix of both of my bodies, in a way that feels /right/
[♥ Cross ♥]: i felt love
[♥ Cross ♥]: different from what we have, not any better or worse, but
[♥ Cross ♥]: self love, for the first time
[♥ Cross ♥]: like i actually /wanted/ to be seen, even though i was huge, and scary
[♥ Cross ♥]: it was like nothing else ive ever felt
[♥ Cross ♥]: i don’t know, just
[♥ Cross ♥]: am i crazy for wanting that?
[♥ Cross ♥]: for wanting to see if it’s real?



RE: [TOY] Plaything - Ignispark - 09-04-2022

???how would that be crazy.

like that's really cool! of course you should see if that's real and whatnot!
its not like such opportunities are plentiful and available anywhere.

it'd be a bit silly not to give it a shot.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - King-Clod - 09-04-2022

that's not crazy at all, doll
i hope its just as euphoric irl as its been in your dreams
and i hope everything
well
i hope everything goes well for us in there

ive been worrying about it, a lot. im not gonna chicken out, but i hope we know what we're getting ourselves into

Thinking over it, lets not send that last one. I don't want to ruin this moment for her.


RE: [TOY] Plaything - skinstealer - 09-04-2022

[Silk Ribbon}: how would that be crazy?
[Silk Ribbon]: it’s a really cool thing! of course you gotta see if it’s real
[Silk Ribbon]: i just hope its as good in real life as it is in your dreams
[♥ Cross ♥]: me too…
[♥ Cross ♥]: i am a bit nervous, but…
[♥ Cross ♥]: more about other people than myself
[♥ Cross ♥]: going alone really isn’t viable, and just the two of us would probably get our shit wrecked
[♥ Cross ♥]: and i do feel pretty bad about dragging some other people into it, when it’s probably really dangerous
[♥ Cross ♥]: …how did asking people go, anyway?

 
You take a deep breath and rattle off yesterday’s adventures, everything from Wanderer’s advice and bargain to Tim and the party.

[♥ Cross ♥]: hmm okay
[♥ Cross ♥]: so…probably /really/ dangerous, then
[♥ Cross ♥]: shit
[♥ Cross ♥]: i know a place where we can get some weapons training in, at least…
[♥ Cross ♥]: …it’s not exactly advertised outright to people here for safety concerns, but it’s under a partner business of laurie’s jurisdiction. should be safe
[♥ Cross ♥]: i’ve already practiced a lot there with my hatchet, but they’ve also got a firing range that tim could use.
[♥ Cross ♥]: i don’t want to go on this adventure unless we’re /sure/ we’re capable of taking on monsters
[♥ Cross ♥]: though…on the way back, i should be able to protect everyone, provided i /do/ turn into a wild beast!
[♥ Cross ♥]: best not to bank on that, though.
[♥ Cross ♥]: are you going to be okay for the party tonight, though?
[♥ Cross ♥]: i can’t come with even if i /was/ invited, i’ve got a featherweight’s meeting tonight-
[♥ Cross ♥]: but if there’s anything i can sneak over to you before you head out, lemme know
[♥ Cross ♥]: or, yknow, words of advice, support, anything!